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wah lau eh! a car was 2 metres away from me and i didn't know! =X close brush with death.. i wasn't looking.. only wanted to cross the road which i thought was without cars so as to ensure that i don't miss the bus to sch.. what the hell.. almost died for nothing la. at my house downstairs somemore...

probably cause i was sick.. and still dragged myself to school coz i didn't want to miss lessons.. tuesday is the longest day leh.. i'll miss so much if i don't go.. haiz. workaholic yumin :) the previous night dad saw that i was in a bad shape.. i wasn't feeling well over the weekends already.. but nobody bothered to do anything coz they thought it was just a minor sickness.. -_-" until that night i really couldn't stand it anymore.. and dad immediately brought me to the clinic..

i had a high fever of almost 39 deg... and my lymph nodes at head region were infected. no wonder there were swellings at my neck and shoulder regions which i at first thought could be some malignant tumour.. kinda disgusting huh.. my eyes felt swollen.. especially when i look down.. and i felt as if my head was going to explode whenever i moved abit.. sweating for no freaking reason.. the feeling was horrible.. it has been as long since i last fell ill.. ( the last time i went to the clinic was 7 years ago ) and i couldnt swallow coz of the swollen nodes at my neck.. stupid phlegm blocked my pharynx.. almost suffocated when i couldnt breathe at night coz of the phlegm.. then i had to jump up immediately and crawl to my table to gobble down some pharynx lozenges at 4am.. -_-"

weird thing.. only one of my swellings hurts.. it's a good thing if they hurt... coz if they don't.. then the cause may be cancer :( hope my antiobiotic works.. i don't want to get diagnosed of leukemia or lymphoma!! *sobz* almost fainted when i saw i had some symptoms of lymphoma.. and swelling of the lymph nodes is the earliest sign of the cancer.. haiz. hope it's just a normal infection.. :( i remembered how my senior died of leukemia right after her o'levels.. so poor thing.. and how sok han got bone cancer.. she suffered so much from the treatment.. and had to retain for a year.. okay, i shall stop scaring myself.

thanx to some of my new temasek peeps... for being so concerned! ^_^

PS: the maths lecturer really sounds like ru hua lah!! haha was laughing like mad with lijuan at the LT that day.. and i recorded her voice down!! " wo di yi ke xin *muack muack!* xian gei yi ge ren *muack muack!* " LOL. and gosh. samartha's blog music is so nice :)

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